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Matsura by MatsuDoodler Matsura :iconmatsudoodler:MatsuDoodler 1 0
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Thoughts of anger and melancholy
He would wish he had not been born ... is what he thinks when he feels bad.
Because of a fight, a lack of love, a deception, an injustice.
If he had known that living would involve so many negative emotions, he would never have wanted it.
He would rather be a plant or an animal, any living being that is not aware of good or evil, that only wants to survive.
But not, the one born as a human being, thinking and consenting, able to feel and suffer, to be hurt and humiliated.
why? He asks, why have to endure that day after day?
Why not just end their existence? Why not just jump out of a building or drown in the tub?
Because he is afraid to die.
He wants it, but he fears him, he fears what he is after death.
He knows well that there is no heaven or hell, he relies on science.
He knows what brain death is, but he is afraid to experience it.
Knowing that your body is slowly going out, your functions will slowly go away ...
He thinks, that maybe those thoughts will go away if only someone.
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Current status: no computer
I really don't know how much time it takes to repair it so I'll be inactive for a while.
That will be fine, i guess I icould work on more doodles and stuff(?
so yeah... thats all 
see ya in a while
Matsura
I'm not a big fan of furrys... (especially since i can't draw animals)
BUT I LIKE PANDAS
so yeah.. this happend
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He would wish he had not been born ... is what he thinks when he feels bad.
Because of a fight, a lack of love, a deception, an injustice.
If he had known that living would involve so many negative emotions, he would never have wanted it.
He would rather be a plant or an animal, any living being that is not aware of good or evil, that only wants to survive.
But not, the one born as a human being, thinking and consenting, able to feel and suffer, to be hurt and humiliated.
why? He asks, why have to endure that day after day?
Why not just end their existence? Why not just jump out of a building or drown in the tub?
Because he is afraid to die.
He wants it, but he fears him, he fears what he is after death.
He knows well that there is no heaven or hell, he relies on science.
He knows what brain death is, but he is afraid to experience it.
Knowing that your body is slowly going out, your functions will slowly go away ...
He thinks, that maybe those thoughts will go away if only someone.
But he knows very well that it will not be so.
He knows that no one in this world believes in love.
Nobody wants to really engage with other.
Everyone wants to enjoy their youth "having fun".
Knowing that makes him angry, dislikes him, disgusts him.
That's why he stays alone, in his house, lamenting the fact of staying alive.
And wondering why he can not finish it.
Waiting patiently, that someone someday will find him.
To teach him to bear his sorrows.
That gives you a reason to continue.
And, although he knows that it will never happen.
He remains in the darkness of his bedroom, thinking, dreaming
That someday everything will change..
Thoughts of anger and melancholy
A little prose or poem (I think) that I wrote during a bad time ..
Sometimes it is good to clear yourself through this kind of thing, I suppose
I do not know, I'm just tired
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Ferry The Magician Cat
a little doodle just for spend time in school
i'm trying to change my style for some more cartoony
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Current status: no computer
I really don't know how much time it takes to repair it so I'll be inactive for a while.
That will be fine, i guess I icould work on more doodles and stuff(?
so yeah... thats all 
see ya in a while

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Dorus43 Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello Matsu chan, welcome to the da-family, and here a little welcome-present : dorus43.deviantart.com/art/Flo…

Enjoy here !!
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